Friday, December 26, 2008

Skate/Cabin Fever

While the fun of snow has waned considerably I will admit that the early days of the snowfall brought much joy.

I am a terrible driver in the snow and somewhat afraid of Mother Nature's control over me so my car stays parked and I walk anywhere I need to go. Walking trips included two to three a day with the dogs while they jumped from one pile of snow to another like a puppy who has not yet figured out the economy of motion and instead hops in the air like a bucking bronco. Watching them move around in the snow was a heart filling sight.

With the snow, few cars and few other foot travelers, I left them to run off leash. We go to the dog park every day (that we are not snowed in) so this was a good chance to give them their dog-park experience closer to home.

Mauro (Batman) emailed me a video of him skating on his super-short skis the first day of the snow. It occurred to me that I actually owned some skate skis and that I too could get out and ski, and ski I did....For two glorious days I headed out in my four-previous-years of unused-skis. While I did not initially remember much that I had learned on our Skate-Ski Journey to Leavenworth with several skate school students, after an hour or say I felt pretty comfortable and then I had fun. I skate skied around the neighborhood and met lots of new neighbors, said hello to my close neighbors I haven't seen for a while and looked at how wonderful all the homes looked with the white snow blanketing them like a quilt on a cold night.


I loved the cross-training chance to use muscles I don't normally use and the endorphin release that happens from good old fun body movement. There were moments when I went downhill pretty fast and on the thin skis and my feeling that my balance wasn't quite predictable, when I was a bit afraid. What is better than movement in a new way, the feeling that every once in a while you are doing it right, endorphins that make your smile so big you feel it could melt the snow and a little fear to make you feel warrior like? Hmmm THAT was a joyful moment.
I walked to the library to return some books and get some new ones (and videos/DVDs) and then over to PCC. The Essential Baking Company coffee cake I ate while in a very long line made the time go by almost too fast. It was fun to see all the neighbors, most of them walking, bundled up and easily wishing everyone Happy Holidays when at other times they would walk through focused only on finding the food on their list. Although a few people were harried, smiles and kind words out muscled any stress which tried to shuffle for position.

I ran into Justin, one of my neighbors who was out walking his dog Ziggy. We talked about Cinnamon Rolls and although I'm not sure how they came up, it became and afternoon project. The next day found me out walking the dogs early and I ran into Justin's wife Lindsay and handed her two cinnamon rolls for her. It's been a while since I did some baking for my neighbors. I should have given them the whole pan because I didn't really need them all. Really, I didn't.

On the Monday before Christmas I finally had to venture out. Two hours walking/taking a bus found me at my Dad's condo in Belltown. Dad's condo sold and my brother Walter and I moved it into the UHaul Walt brought from Bainbridge Island where he lives. I had such a good time with Walt, maybe because we would finally be finished moving Dad's stuff but more likely it was the holidays and Walt and I were together. We finished and I sent him home with two cinnamon rolls. Two less for me to eat, hooray.

I did get into a car on Christmas Eve. My sister-in-law Kirsten's brother Kris picked me up and we went to Kirstens for an annual dinner. Family, really good food, conversation and simply love. WOW.

I am running out of food and so a walk to the store is in order. I thought about going today but the rain/snow mix and ice/slushy paths didn't really appeal to me. Having run out of cinnamon rolls I made a cinnamon coffee cake today. I should probably drop by my neighbors and get rid of the other 13 pieces.

Admittedly the snow isn't as much fun anymore but it doesn't take away the absolute elation I felt at playing in the snow. It created a situation for me to slow down and do stuff around the house I both needed to do and other that I got to do. I'm moving really slow at getting my work done, and I've watched way too many movies but I've had a lot of nice time off, spent time in just the way we always promise we will resolve to do.

The snow brought great benefit, joy and well, delicious cinnamon rolls. I hope you stayed safe, sane and found good even when it was tiresome. Later, skaters, Trish

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hooked on a Feeling

Welcome to Trish's blog, Conversations on Skates



While I have written a column under the name of the Finish Line for many years, I recently changed it to Conversations on Skates. The Finish Line had a lot to do with setting goals and achieving them, but I really wanted a more inclusive title and so.....

I won't write the posts with serious regularity, rather I write a post when the topic writes itself in my head, when the only way to get it out of my head is to write it down. That is the way all my decisions are made, all my challenging communications are sorted out and how I make my world make sense. I write it down. This column is a natural extension of this.

I am not a great skater, but when I skate I feel that everything is perfect. It comes from somewhere within and that moment is always signaled by a few joyful tears reaching my eyelashes. Somewhere within me everything is right, balanced, uh, wouldn't you know that I can't seem to describe it well enough to write it down. All I know is that I love my life and sometimes when I skate I know that I am doing the right thing at the right moment for all the right reasons. It happens when I am skating to great music, my feet do the moves and I'm not thinking about what they are doing. They just do it.

This is my friend Mauro: He makes skating look GOOOOOOD!!!



I once wrote a column after my brother Blair died in 2000 that 'skating makes my world make sense.' I still think that is true, but it was more true as I slalomed through the range of emotions that were in front of me during that time in my life. I don't think I need skating now like I did then. Now I have more energy for skating so I don't have to have my life make sense, it just does. It is because I went through about 6 years of well, various configurations like slalom skating that skating comes easier, is more joyful more often.

Skating is something different to everyone. There are many disciplines, but even within the same discipline it is simply different. In indoor speed skating some are looking to improve their skills through racing or they thrive on competition, while others are doing it just for fitness. Why these differences?

Some people take up skating and for a variety of reasons don't enjoy it: at the skate school we see a lot of new skaters really struggle with just the very basic steps. What is interesting is what separates the brand new struggling skater who keeps at it and becomes a teacher from another struggling skater who quits.


Above is the "Skate for Susan" a community skate to raise money for her to enjoy the OutdoorsForAll programs. She went skiing!

I think the answer is that skating is a feeling. I feel it, the teacher who overcame early struggles, and the indoor speed skaters all felt it. I don’t think the feeling is because someone is good, or a natural, but simply that when they skate something happens to them. When it comes to deciding how someone wants to spend a day, a skater who ‘feels’ their skating will choose to skate. A skater who doesn't get the feeling won't skate for very long. One skater chooses to skate and join our skate community and the not skater goes on to other endeavors. My hope is that the non skater will find that sport, that instrument, that movement that gives them the ‘feeling.’

It is my hope that our skate school simply offers everyone in the community who finds us a chance to see if you have the feeling. How will you know? When will you know? I don’t know the answer to this. I just cry, then I know.